erlangen, germany

bismillah..

alhamdulillah...
alhamdulillah sy dah slmt sampai di erlangen last sunday.. bnyak kesukaran spnjg perjalanan ke sini. sblm ni sy x pernah mabuk flight, tp for the first time, muntah spnjg perjalanan. muntah yg sungguh2, sampai air pun xboleh terima. terasa lemah sgt2 badan.. tambah pula, sakit belakang yg teramat after 2h out of 12h.. sgt terseksa spnjg perjlnn.. kene transit lg, dahla mmg dh xlarat.. bila smpi, peter dtg jemput, tp tb2 anak dia emergency masuk hospital, so he left me at his friend's house. there were actually so many other small things  happened that day. but to make it short, luckily his friend's wife's friend offered to send me to my apartment. (though it was easier for me to take taxi in the first place) anyhow, alhamdulillah.. mmg dah nangis dah terasa susahny xde hubby yg tolong..

but i think i couldnt cope with my work here. maybe because things are different now that I'm 4 months + pregnant.. i'm very2 tired and sleepy everyday. lapar spnjg masa.. nak masak penat sgt, nak beli pn penat sgt kene keluar.. dah 3 hari, ingat nak take nap kejap, tp tertido sampai malam, xmakan mlm walaupn pdhal sgt2 lapar.. ya Allah, sihatkanlah kandunganku..

starting from today i'll force myself to cook everyday or atleast buy something before going back to apartment. please be strong! rabbi yassir walaa tuassir.. 13 days to go until hubby arrive.. please arrive soon~ please.. :'(

ps: good that the internet line is ok now.. alhamdulillah